I have been sitting in front of my laptop day in day out for weeks now, with very little to show for it except a bunch of random google searches which include "why would Ritalin stop working".
Leave the support for now, don't answer all the prayers for answers and help, and just...
My emotions are not listening to me! They're running around like stray dogs overtaken by rabies.
All our toil and endeavour in this world is not for something, but for Someone.
Greatness is hidden in the folds of a servant's robe.
"Dark Charlotte" the persona that had been formed over years, the one that kept me sane and alive despite all that I went through in my 29 years, was feeling threatened and insecure by my newfound happiness.
I softly asked God to show me the truth, He answered tenderly.
The enemy meant for this depression to cause me harm, but once again God is using it for His purposes. I am in awe of Him, I'm in love...
Because He lives, I can live. I can give it a go, I can try every day. He is my reason for not leaving this world.
I have realised that all I want is Jesus. To stare into His eyes, once again be made aware of His love for me. Once again be reminded of who my God is.