get stuck and eventually end up going back to that horrible place, or move forward - face the mountain and start climbing it.
Leave the support for now, don't answer all the prayers for answers and help, and just...
In 20 days’ time it will be a year since my last hospitalization. Wow, I can’t believe it, it’s a new record for me. When I look at the year behind me and the years preceding it I realize that I had accepted that I will never get better in the years before my last … Continue reading Blood on the walls
"Growth runs after a man in pursuit of knowledge, only to find him dreamily staring at a beautiful mind open to change. Long sentence I know, in short, if you wanna grow you need to know you are signing up for change as well. The right direction is never simply forward." Recently I've had a … Continue reading Growing deeper, looking inward
Upon surveying the contrast between night and day I sit here in the bushveld at 4 am in the morning, watching a new day break. The birds seem to be on their tea time break already and an inquiring monkey has clearly not yet faced the mirror. It had been raining the whole night and … Continue reading When Dawn Comes