I have failed my Beloved, Maybe even more since the day I committed myself to Him than before He put a ring on my finger. I am Gomer. I am a Christian, a pew-warmer, a Bible-reading, Jesus-preaching Gomer. I am unfaithful to God, I try to love Him in purity, but I fail.
U is my alles, my begin en my einde, my hoop en my vreugde my lang nag en kort dag my staan en my val, my uitreik en inkyk
Sounds like I need a cup of faith tea rather than another peace-and-calm juice box.
Leave the support for now, don't answer all the prayers for answers and help, and just...
Purpose is not found in pursuits but in a man, Jesus.
All our toil and endeavour in this world is not for something, but for Someone.
I have realised that all I want is Jesus. To stare into His eyes, once again be made aware of His love for me. Once again be reminded of who my God is.
I have been challenged by my dearest God to abandon my addiction to perfectionism. First of all let us make this clear; there is a difference between the pleasant Spirit motivated effort to become who Christ made you to be and the dreadful, life-draining pursuit of having everything perfect in your life, including yourself. The latter, hereon … Continue reading Perfect, though imperfect.
This is an old blog post that I wrote a day after my suicide attempt. It remains relevant, so much so, I read it every time I feel like giving up. I hope it inspires you too. When I feel down and I cannot keep it together I just call on Jesus, He will rescue … Continue reading Fighting the good fight again
His comfort and understanding crushes over you like a wave. His advice flows like a gentle stream into your mind, refreshing you, giving you hope. It’s like a torrent river dragging you with, into motion to pursue the ultimate. His Grace is like the ocean drowning you until you die to yourself and feel alive for the very first time.